I was saddened when I heard that you’d passed away this
last June. I don’t know if you know how much I cared for you and how much
respect that I carry for you still. With all the hustle and bustle of our week with
you at the Vah Ki Presbyterian Church, those little things can get lost in it
all. The couple of times that I stayed home from our service week over the last
twenty years or so you were one of the things that I missed most; I’m sure that
it will all sink in when we arrive there in a couple of weeks and you aren’t
there to greet us. I will miss seeing your face and the wise eyes and ready
smile that you always carried whenever you were around our kids.
Roland Stewart |
In many ways, you have been the face of the Gila Indian
Community to me. You have been welcoming, warm, and genuine. When I am on these
trips with our kids, even for the adults, I feel like a shepherd and it gives
me great satisfaction when I find a person who takes that role with our kids
without even having met them. Thank you for that. You helped take care of us
when we arrived and made us feel welcome and at home while we were away from
home.
I have always appreciated your genuine faith and the openness
about your love for our Lord and Savior. I also appreciate how willing you were
to share your testimony and through that, your wisdom. It has been good for our
groups to hear you speak, to hear and see you play the piano during services,
and to watch your reverence for Jesus.
Thinking about you now in the presence of our Lord and
Savior I have to tell you something that has come to mind. You remind me in
many ways of my Grandpa Matt, my maternal grandfather, who passed away many
years ago and shortly after my wife and I were married. It was likely in the
way that you both walked about and observed and taught by your words and
actions. I was close to my grandfather and still feel him close by me now. I
can easily see the two of talking together and probably getting a laugh out of
some of things I do and say. There was a kindness in his laughter as there was
in yours.
While I’m writing this from my own heart I am pretty sure
that many of those that have been with me on our trips feel the same way and
would say “Amen” as to how we see you as our friend. I am also pretty sure that
you were welcomed into His presence with open arms and heard something like, “Welcome
home friend. Well done my good and faithful servant”; words that all the
believers hope to hear one day.
Peace my friend,
jerry
A Facebook comment from my friend Brian Casselles: Thanks Jerry. I remember Roland well. He was literally the first person from the Gila community that I met. Such a servant of Christ with a tremendous heart for the people. I share you loss and look forward to the Great Reunion.
ReplyDeleteA Facebook comment from my mom, Betty White: Fine tribute my son! God showers our lives with such people and it makes our journey so full! Your letter is very timely for me right now as I have had to say "good-bye, see you later" to more than one appointed Saint in my life. Yes, and helped me shed some tears that have been waiting to come out. Thanks, Jer
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